This is intended to be a bit lighthearted but with a purpose. While being nostalgic, it is to help us figure out where our “happy place(s)” are, and maybe more importantly, are we programed to go there?
To be honest, we are all mind controlled to some extent, some worse than others. We are all hypocrites, some worse than others. There are things we choose to give up and things we refuse to let go of, we even make excuses for the things we aren’t willing to give up. It’s easy to boycott Bud light if you think it tastes like cat urine, it’s easy to cut your cable when there is nothing worth watching on broadcast TV anyway. It’s easy for me to reject Taylor Swift when I can’t stand her music and I was never programed to worship her.
When it comes to “happy places”, I don’t think I’m that unique for a guy in his 50’s. Don’t get me wrong, my happy places are pretty standard, but this may be the only thing about me that the liberals in my life would consider normal. They would consider me a crazy conspiracy theorist, but they can’t seem to come to terms with how I can be so happy, content, positive, healthy, financially stable, my teenage children are so well adjusted, my wife loves me, and my life is so drama-free.
To them I’m a crazy person who thinks things aren’t what they appear to be, and I say the people we are supposed to trust, should not be trusted. I’m delusional, yet my life isn’t a complete trainwreck. In fact, it’s the opposite. It’s hard for people when feelings and facts don’t seem to line up. The same people who think I’m crazy tend to have lives that are a complete dumpster fire, and they are heavily medicated to deal with it. I suppose it doesn’t hurt that my family lives Christ centered lives.
With that being said, we all have that place we go to in our minds or body when we feel overwhelmed, tired, maybe slightly beaten down. It could be a room in our house, a man cave or a couch. It could be a local restaurant or drinking establishment. It could be a hiking trail. It could require jumping on a plane and making hotel reservations.
I understand there are places and things we like because they are awesome, but I also think there has been programing involved in some of our happy places. Programing to make us go back to our happy place whenever we are overwhelmed. A kind of “home base” we need to go back to, or a place we may spend too much time and thought. It could be seen as a bit of an obsession.
Personally, every night a couple of hours before going to bed, I’m on the couch watching TV. Never does it cross my mind that I could use the time to do something else, something more productive. At this point of the day, I’m too tired to read a book, too tired to do any chores around the house, and if I don’t have those two hours to “veg” and watch TV before going to bed, I feel like I’ve been somehow ripped off. Have I been programmed to spend the end of each day watching TV? Probably. One could also say our lives are so busy, tiring and stressful by design and that we’ve been pushed towards the TV each night. I realize not everyone watches TV each night, but most do. It’s no coincidence that the TV is where people of my generation have been influenced the most. Younger generations may be influenced more by social media and YouTube, but the influence is there just the same, just coming from a different device.
We all need a special place to escape. While being yelled at by our boss, one might stare off into the distance thinking about how great it would be to be anywhere else but there. One might imagine a beach on Maui, or a cabin on a mountain, or a train in Europe. One might think about rewatching an old movie for the “way too many-eth time”. In some cases, it makes sense, “I’m rundown and need some relaxation and sun.” But in other cases, the places we go in our mind and body when we are feeling overwhelmed seems kind of odd. In some cases, our happy place could be considered a strange obsession.
I was born in Los Angeles and lived there the first seven and a half years of my life. My family went to Disneyland a handful of times in my early childhood before moving out of state. Disney and Disneyland became my happy place early on. As a young child most don’t have a lot of worries and rarely need to take a vacation from their life. A vacation from their busy schedule of riding bikes, and skateboards, and watching cartoons. I didn’t realize Disneyland was my happy place until much later in life.
From ages seven to ten, I can remember watching the Wonderful World of Disney on ABC every Sunday night. This was followed by ABC’s Sunday night movie, if I was lucky, it would be a James Bond movie. I can remember watching Kolchak: Night Stalker one year, a show about a reporter who investigates homicides involving supernatural forces, like vampires, werewolves, and zombies. The show starred Darren McGavin, the dad from the Christmas Story. I don’t know why I remember this, probably a part of my early programing.
As I got older, I shifted from Disney to something else which I will discuss a bit later. I only went back to Disneyland a couple more times over the next decade and then didn’t go back again until having kids of my own. When I had kids, I couldn’t wait to go back, I had an excuse. We first went to Disneyland as a family when my older son was a little over 3 1/2 and my younger son was two months shy of his second birthday. We went at this time because my younger son could still get in for free. We’ve now made family trips to Disneyland/Disneyworld three times and have made trips to Univeral Studios at least as many times. 4-5 days spent at the parks on each family trip. Speaking of Univeral Studios, there are people who are obsessed with Harry Potter that show up there in full costume, both children and middle-aged people without children. Note to reader, Harry Potter is witchcraft themed.
People ask why we go so often, which is a pretty legitimate question, it’s kind of weird. But it’s not like we are going to take young boys to Napa Valley on a wine tasting tour, or to the Van Gogh Museum in Amsterdam.
I can remember the first time at Disneyland as a parent, it was like a euphoric feeling being there. All those happy thoughts flooding me, it was like a drug. It was weird, but I didn’t make anything of it at the time. I just saw it as childhood memories flooding me and being excited to share it with my children.
I recently told my wife about it, and she didn’t realize how much Disneyland affects me, she thought I was just eager to take our kids before they were probably ready to go. Still today, when I’m feeling overwhelmed by life, the thought of planning a trip to Disneyland pops into my head before I shake it off, understanding how weird it is, how programed I am to think it.
It wasn’t until six or seven years ago that I learned how much mind control manipulation has gone into Disney. From early on they were putting subliminal messaging into their cartoons. I was exposed to a lot of it at an early age, an age when one is more easily influenced. At a time when there wasn’t a lot out there for kids, Disney had a stronghold on children’s entertainment.
More recently Disney has obviously gone off the rails with their “wokeness” and it is very frustrating as a parent. I was influenced to love Disney, and who knows what else I was conditioned to believe through Disney. Children today are even more heavily influenced by Disney to have very unhealthy thoughts about themselves and others. I’m sure Disney is being forced to push the wokeness, all US companies are. People have been put in positions of power who work diligently to divide and destroy America through the communist, Deep State agendas. Pushing unhealthy ideas on children is paramount to the destruction of American society.
I believe Disney will eventually turn around, it will break free of its chains, but it can’t happen soon enough. The Cabal wants to destroy everything that is truly American, and Disney certainly fits the bill. Deep State assets must be removed from positions of power and influence as well as those who cower to their blackmail. My hope is that someday Trump Media will buy Disney, or at least have a position on its board of directors.
On to Star Wars.
Ironically Star Wars was bought by Disney, as well as Marvel, another place young boys in the 1970s went to escape.
I remember going to see Star Wars for the first time as a ten-year-old boy with my family in the Summer of 1977. After leaving the movie theater I was walking on air. The movie truly had an impact on me. This was pre-VCRs and the internet, so being slightly obsessed meant going back and seeing the movie multiple times at a movie theater and going to bookstores to skim books about Star Wars, learning as much as one can about it. Christmas meant a new influx of Star Wars toys. Today, kids can watch a movie or show over and over, multiple times a day, it’s much easier to influence and condition them now.
Star Wars impacted me in a positive way, or at least I think it has, on a conscious level at least. Because I was raised in a safe home, with a Christian upbringing, I saw Star Wars as a story about “good vs evil”. While I was slightly obsessed with Star Wars, I only went one layer deep, again, the story of good vs. evil. The layers beneath where I and most kids went have more dark messaging. In reality, Star Wars has occult undertones, if not overtones. What I saw as good vs evil, a kind of God vs Satan, in reality is “white magic vs. black magic”, occult concepts. Had I not been in a safe home with a Christian upbringing, maybe I might have peeled back more layers, and the occult themes might have led me to occult thoughts, beliefs and practices, but this was not the case for me.
There are many strange occult and even pedophile connections to science fiction in general. Without going into detail, there are way too many connections for it to be coincidence. Some know that L. Ron Hubbard, the founder of Scientology, was a former science fiction writer. But the number of science fiction writers with cult, occult, Deep State and pedophile ties goes far beyond just him.
Maybe science fiction is like mass advertising, it’s put out to the masses, and only a select few are impacted by the dark messaging. Maybe only a very small minority of people who are spiritually lost attach to, the darker meaning in the storylines and content. While the masses are entertained and inspired in a positive way, for a very small group, it leads them into the occult and in some cases, pedophile traps set by groomers within the science fiction community.
Star Wars has reached many generations of people. The first trilogy came out in 1977, followed by the second in 1999, then the third in 2015. Strategically released to impact multiple generations. I couldn’t wait to take my kids to see the 2015 movie, and I was watching the original trilogy with my older son when he was only two years old.
I can remember watching Empire Strikes Back with my older son when he was two, in my defense, I couldn’t handle anymore Dora the Explorer. My wife was away and when the movie was over, I told my son not to tell mom we watched it. As soon as she entered the house, my son said, “mama, mama Darth Vader cut off Luke’s hand.” She gave me the look all husbands know, I knew I was busted, and I deserved it.
If one breaks down the story of Star Wars with an understanding of the occultism involved, it becomes pretty obvious that it is an attempt to introduce pagan beliefs to the masses. The “force” is an energy that is used for good and evil. There is a balance needed, a yin-yang duality. Good and evil must live in unison, and a person can be good and evil at the same time. The movie attempts to diminish Christian beliefs to focus more on a universal spirituality. This is done a lot to Christianity, to go from “Jesus is the ONLY way” to “Jesus is A way.” In some cases, Jesus is completely removed, and it becomes about spirituality in general.
Most watching Star Wars mistake the good and evil existing together in harmony as being good vs evil. It’s a recognizable story of America, the colonialists versus the rebels. While Christianity teaches good must extinguish evil, the ancient pagan mystery religion presented in Star Wars tries to express that neither is good or bad, they just are, and there must be balance. This is like saying if you do something good for your child, you must balance it out by doing something bad to them. It’s an evil concept, Satanic in nature.
The occult concept of necromancy, communicating with the dead, is a common theme in the Star Wars movies, Luke communicating with Ob-Wan Kenobi. As is the mastery of magic or mastering the use of the force. As a naive person, we see the Emperor being destroyed and we interpret it as evil being conquered, but in reality, it was necessary to bring balance to the force. Being naive, we don’t see the Jedi Masters and young pupil’s relationships as being potentially inappropriate, like that of the ancient Greek philosophers and their pupils. This is where the normalization of pedophilia comes into play, or rather the normalization of a man having a relationship with a child who is not their own. Oh, and let’s not forget the occult practices of telekinesis and telepathy, manipulating objects with one’s mind and communicating without speaking.
I admit I’m a total hypocrite. I shake my head at people who listen to music made by Satanists. I watched the Super Bowl even though Ice Spice was flashing her devil signs and wearing an upside down cross while sitting next to Taylor Swift. I continued to watch even as the cameras panned the audience to show other Satanists, like Jay Z, Beyonce, and Lady Gaga. I continued to watch as Satanist Alecia Keys performed at the halftime show dressed in all red, playing a red piano, with what appeared to be red flames flowing from her.
Even with what I know today, I can still watch the earlier Star Wars movies and enjoy them, really enjoy them. I can still have them say what I want them to say to me, good conquers evil, God defeats Satan. I guess I don’t know what the movies have done to me or my children on an unconscious level. Maybe we are more accepting to pagan beliefs, but I honestly don’t think this is the case. I do think it’s strange the wokeness of the newer Star Wars movies is more offensive to me than the occult elements in both the newer and older movies. I don’t really know what to make of this. I understand it’s totally hypocritical.
Some people say they can separate the entertainment from the evil people who produce it. Maybe this is just an excuse to allow one to continue to watch and partake in entertainment that is based in evil. Star Wars isn’t just made by evil people, but the story is based on evil concepts. Yet, I have no intentions of removing the Star Wars movies from my life or my children’s lives. A total hypocrite I fully understand. “The programing is strong with this one.”
Don’t get me wrong, I do explain the messaging in the entertainment my family takes in. My children understand who the Satanists are in the entertainment industry, and they are shown and see through the narratives these Satanists push. I believe understanding the messaging defuses its effectiveness. It is written that God can use anything to glorify him. Not that this is an excuse to consume all entertainment, but it is true, he can and does use anything and everything to glorify him.
I ask the reader, please help a brother not feel alone in my manipulated and conditioned hypocrisy, what are some of your happy places or things? Places you go to get away from your problems. Movies you watch over and over again. Things you make excuses for. Things that others would accuse you of being obsessed about. What are some things you refuse to let go of, even though you know they are based in evil. What were you programed to idolize and protect?
None of the above. I don’t have a tv or own a car. I’ve never seen Star Wars. I grew up in an analogue world and only keep a phone for emergencies and I’m thinking I’ll let go of that too. My garden is the place I love to be, digging holes for new plants, mending the shed and whatnot. But then I’m old as far as years go. My next best place is the pool for a swim and after that a little park down the road that has some exercise machines and it’s quiet and peaceful with just the occasional dog walker. When it rains I read, because I’m a lifelong reader. I can’t complain of being stressed but the endless wait for the hammer to drop is tedious and also wondering about the health of my vaxed family who I don’t see.
This does hit us at what many of us don't want to admit. Some simple and what we think are "innocent" pleasures in life like watching media can be the most disruptive and influencing things in our lives, slowly chipping away at our values. I'm convicted for sure.